Confused

I think I like this particular guy... But Im not certain about it... Last year we were schoolmates. I never ever even dreamt that I would fall for this guy. But the feeling come on and off. So...I'm really really confused. Whenever my phone vibrates I would hope it's him. But most of the time I was disappointed. I hinted on FB that I wanted him to sms me first instead of me sms him first, but I think he doesnt get my hint. This blog is soo deserted I doubt he'll read this. But I just wanna tell my feelings to someone. And since no one understands, I turn to blogging. How pathetic, huh. D: I want a boyfriend. I want a boyfriend who loves me as much as I would love him. Unlike this guy. He doesnt have the same kind of feelings for me as I have for him. Im still trying to forget him... D; *sigh* -Li JinKyong 이진쿙